James is my first love, I am not his but I felt like it, he was evidently in love with me and all over me at the same time. We dated for approximately four years before he vanished. I just didn't hear from him, his mobile number never went through again, he had moved and i didn't smell him for good two years. Before the count of two years, I moved on, I met people, I made new friends and an exceptional man; Gregory.
I started dating Gregory shortly after James disappeared from my life. Gregory is the best man any woman could ask for, my family likes him, we have the same religious belief (unlike James, who after all still accepted me that way), he is extremely caring and generous to me. Of recent he established a business of over two million naira for me and he proposed , due to the love and gratitude I have for him, I accepted and we are both looking forward to being together forever. He has started his own wedding plans already!
Less than 48 hours ago, I got a call from an unknown number and it was James. He told me he has been out of the country and he's back to settle down with me. He sounded just like the adorable man that was very much in love with me. I asked him why he didn't reach out to me for that long and he said my friend never gave him my right mobile no.
I still love him, despite the hurt I felt when he vanished, I don't know what to do. James has been my better-half since I began to know what they call love, I never for once thought we would do without each other, yes we didn't see or hear from each other for over 20 months but I feel miserable right now. I don't know what to do! If I let go of James again, I doubt if I will ever be happy and I won't forgive myself if I leave Gregory after all he has done for me and my family!
Please I am loosing my mind! I need help! I need opinions! I might just go crazy!
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